Sunday, April 19, 2009

Still Ness...

Went to a class at Still Yoga in Silverlake today called "The Practice". This is an advanced class in which the teacher practices along with the students--which I felt a little nervous about, but also hoped that the class would be free-form and full of hardcore advanced poses, as I've been dying for some sweat.

There were only about 8 people in the class, most of them also teachers, including a gorgeous husband and wife team, both lithe and tiny and beaming, who apparently perform a kind of yoga and acrobatics around Los Angeles. They had brought along a photographer, there to shoot them working in class, as part of a photo essay about the two of them and their work. Apparently they had spent the earlier part of the day at a studio doing aerial silks--which, if you've never seen someone work in aerial silks, you should go YouTube it right now, as it's super beautiful to watch and apparently incredibly difficult to do. It has now gone on my list of things I must try. It will go right below "Trapeze School" (I passed by one in Santa Monica yesterday and I can't stop thinking about it).

Scott, the teacher, divided us up into partners right away, as most of the class was going to be a series of partner-assisted poses, and I was paired up with the lovely Jennifer, who can backbend like such a gumby that her head can touch the ground behind her in crescent pose. For those of you who are visual learners, that looks like this, except picture her HEAD on her back FOOT!

Yup. She can do THAT.

Now, normally, I'm not a huge fan of the partner poses with strangers in yoga classes...it usually proves to be awkward or uneven or at the very least a teensy bit aggravating, but this was not like that. We spent most of the 2 1/2 hour class in our partners and it was AMAZING. But before I go into the specifics of the amazingness I'm going to say the following...

Up until my (as of yet short) tenure in Los Angeles I have been a Vinyasa Flow girl. My heart belongs to the flow. Vinyasa is in my blood and my bones and that is not going to change. However, it had become clear to me, even before I came here, that my practice was lacking some in alignment. The teachers at Laughing Lotus are amazing, and a few of them are masters of alignment, AND, the practice at the Lotus definitely has Anusara at its heart (the style I've been practicing since I came to LA), but the flow, by the nature of the practice (speed, music, flow flow flow) can sometimes leave little room for alignment work. So, although I've been frustrated by the lack of, um, VIGOR in the yoga here, my practice has been forever altered, for the better, by the teachings I have gotten in the Anusara classes I've been taking. Which are all about alignment. A few of the small adjustments I've been given since I got here have affected every single pose I do.

So, the amazingness: A 60 second assisted handstand, lifting up into handstand from pike, jumping into handstand, lowering from handstand into chatarunga, lowering down slowly from handstand into pike, backbending like nobody's business, backbending and backbending and backbending, pressing into splits, pressing up into dual handstand...I was just waiting for us to start throwing each other across the room like gymnasts. And the husband and wife? Mr. and Mrs. Lithe and Beautiful...everytime I looked over at them she was doing an arm balance on his bent over body like some tiny flexible fairy. Gorgeous. All the partner poses, actually, are beautiful, like complicated human sculpture...the geometry of the poses is magnified by the mirror of the two bodies.

Sigh.

I left class vibrating and as I drove home I pretended that all I had to do, ever, was yoga...and I thought about flying on a trapeze, and I thought about dancing in silk strung in the air, and I thought about going to the Bhagavad Gita study group that Scott was talking about and I thought about where my practice would go if I could practice even MORE...2 hours a day...4 hours a day...what would happen? I think I would just explode into a cloud of bliss.

But, for now, that is just a funny little dream. In the meantime, I am so grateful to stumble into a class like today's. Maybe LA yoga isn't so bad after all...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

You can always come back...

Wow. So. Where have I been?

Well, I will spare you from condensing 3 months into a single blog post..."you", if there is still a "you" out there. Sigh. I've been thinking about this blog, again and again, especially as my life changes and my practice changes and each affects the other...and so tonight I have reserved just this small space of time to write a little, to get back on solid footing here in Shanti Town, and to set the stage for a forward movement.

The short of it is, I am in Los Angeles, going on 6 weeks now, with 6 more to go (perhaps more...but that is the long of it), and so many things are upside down...in the best way upside down. I won't go into all the actor-schmactor parts of it, as this place is a reprieve from that particular dragon...but I will say this:

1. I miss Laughing Lotus! Not only can I not (at the moment) afford my glorious unlimited monthly yoga, but finding a kick-ass Vinyasa class in this town (that isn't an hours drive away) is no easy feat.

2. Anyusara is all the rage here and I'm actually pretty taken with it. In particular with a teacher named Stephen Espinosa who I would follow around the world. He is...I can not describe the gift of teaching that this man possesses...he will get his own post later on! Ode to Stephen Espinosa...coming soon, right here at Shanti Town!

3. LA has one up on NY in this: (ahem, drumroll please)...FREE YOGA EVERY DAY OUTSIDE IN RUNYON CANYON PARK. Okay, people. Freeeeeeeee OUTDOOR yoga! Walking distance from my apartment! Outside! Now, it's an open level situation so there aren't the crazy hardcore poses I live for, but in this economic client (i.e. my tiny bank balance) the free yoga is the best thing that could ever happen to me.

4. The giant dip in my daily walking level and the lack of the Lotus is making for a slightly grumpy body. My goal for the next couple weeks: to find a studio or a practice change that bumps the intensity up a notch so that I can stop wasting time pinching my belly in front of the mirror.

5. I miss you all and I love you and I promise to catch you up more and better soon, soon, soon.

Love,
YogaLia

Saturday, January 31, 2009

365 Days of Yoga - Days 21-31

10 Days. An overview...

1/20/09 - Hooray! Hooray! Tears...laughing...calls home...much text-messaging. Hooray! Slight sinking feeling that either I am not doing enough, or I really ought to quit what I AM doing and go save the world in some small (or preferably LARGE way). Early AM yoga class.

1/21/09 - This is the first day of the rest of my life. I am accessing my Inner Obama and I am going to make. Things. Happen. (Translation: finally dropped in to see my commercial agents after putting it off for months). Nighttime yoga, followed by a healthy cleaning of the studio bathrooms.

1/22/09 - Barely slept. Cancelled an appointment I should have kept. Did about 5 minutes of yoga and spent the rest of my time trying to overcome the fact that I have NOTHING to wear. Certainly not to LA. Where I would be departing that evening. For which trip I had the worst 2 hour trip to the airport of my life. I hate the stress of being late...even if you're not actually late but think you're going to be. Especially for a plane. Which I ended up on with no food, no water, no headphones, and a seat that wouldn't recline.

1/23/09-1/26/09 - I LOVE LOS ANGELES. (Except for the part where my beloved had the stomach flu and we had to stay in a hotel for a day so he could sleep and not contaminate anyone. Poor baby. But I didn't catch it! So I was still having a grand old time...). Did yoga in our tiny hotel rooms and on the floors of friends places...10 minutes at a time. Every day, folks. Every day.

1/27/09 - Back to reality. Which includes the revisions of my play that need to be done for tomorrows rehearsal and which, I have not finished. I spend 5 hours straight this morning pounding away at the script, sneak in a half-hour home practice, and then off to work. Whereat...I notice that my tummy feels a little...bit...funny.

Uh-oh.

1/27-1/28/09 - Hard Core Puking.*

1/29/09 - Recovering from above.*

*Addendum to 365 Day Plan: On days where one's insides are struggling to come outside, yoga practice for these days is excused.

1/30/09 - Totally frazzled crazed finishing of rewrites...a rehearsal wherein I don't know if the play has gotten better or worse, and my first day back among the living. So glad to be eating again.

1/31/09 - My first class back at the Lotus. Hallelujah! Did I mention that I started my period the DAY after I got over the flu? Oh yeeah, that's sweet. It seems that since I didn't get a chance to experience a real bout of PMS (which, seriously folks, I get like nobody's business) I have decided to cram all of my grumpiness into the past two days so a hard-core 2 hour yoga class was a sweet sweet relief. I felt like I was flying through the whole thing...only problem was that my mind kept wandering into the same fantasy of me auditioning for a certain reality television show that I will not mention but to which I am heartily addicted, however, am a bit too short and a lot too...healthy...to ever be competitive on. You know what show I'm talking about? It's fiiiiiiierce. Let's just say that in the fantasies, while the judges don't really know what to do with me, they do LOVE me, and I take the fashion world by storm! Namaste.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

It's a Brand New Day...

GOODBYE!
(And thank you for doing exactly what needed to be done in order to get us to this moment, where we are, right now. May you see the difference in the hope and pallor of the country, and may you note it, and reference it, and become it. For your future.)

HELLO!
(You are the change we have been waiting for. And you would not have been possible, without all of us. So thank you, America. Thank you my fellow and loved and inextribly linked citizens. We have come a long way, baby.)

Monday, January 19, 2009

Thank You.

Thank you, Dr. King. Thank you for every seed you planted. For speaking from the depths of that which is greatest and clearest and most potent in you, which is that which is greatest and clearest and most potent in all of us. Thank you being a voice of hope, of inspiration, of non-violence, of patience, of courage, of fortitude, of integrity, of love and love and love. Which is what we are all striving to be, to do, and to speak--thank you. Thank you for stepping into the right storm at the right moment and pulling others into the eye of it with you. Thank you for not shying away from your own human power, which is, I will say again, what we are all each of us every one, hoping for--thank you. Thank you for being so big. Thank you for planting a tree so as to plant it--knowing you might not see it sprout, flower, provide shade, bear fruit--but planting it anyways. Because it seems--even though there have been 1,000 or more dark nights in the interim--it seems that that seed has turned into a giant steady oak. Did you imagine that it would be this tall? With this many branches? Did you know that it would cover us all in shade exactly when the sun had gotten just a bit too hot? Thank you. Thank you.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

365 Days of Yoga - Day 18

Late night childs pose, some spine rolling, a little alternate nostril breathing, and we'll call it a day...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

365 Days of Yoga - Day 17

Home practice.


A little hard-core.


A little "taking all my career angst out on my practice" hard-core.


Nuff said.